I'll continue to write the love story.

9:57 PM - Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Fullstop.

Someone add a fullstop somewhere to this, pretty please?

10:43 PM - Wednesday, November 04, 2009

There're so many times we can talk about anything under the sky

Yet there're times I realise we cant connect.

Which one are we?

8:42 PM - Thursday, October 29, 2009

Im balancing on my toes over the cliff.

because you say one thing and do another.

4:38 PM - Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I forgot there was CIC meeting today and I went home today. And then upon facing my mom, she asked me, "I thought u said u were gg to be back home late today."

I froze at the gate for 3 seconds LITERALLY, before screaming "shit!" and started calling huiying -_- Sorry peeepsss Im being irresponsible today argh.

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And I am scared. Very, actually

10:21 AM - Saturday, October 10, 2009

Openhouse was yesterday, met sylvia, chatted quite a bit with her :) I miss her! I left school at around 9 plus, I was so afraid of sleeping on the bus and my phone had no battery already too.

I bought my VJC pullover, dark red in colour with the words VICTORIA JC sewn onto it. It's really pretty and I got scolded because mom said "you're not going to wear it for long, and the school's name is so big in front I dont know where else you can wear it to." Im like, HELLO not as if Im going to commit a murder and spoil my school reputation right. I'll wear it out still. :) I love the pullover. My daddy and sister said it was nice too.

Mass dance yesterday was really fun. I danced 8 out of 10 only actually. But all CIC members anyhow dance one. Just blindly following others actions, but well that was really fun too :D I got all sweaty and stinky last night.

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There're certain times I wished you'ld understand more.
Even though this is almost none of my business, it's not things between you and me, but I cant help but get a little irritated at the way you're handling things.
I think, you handle things like a kid at times.
You think you're always right, never wrong; what you say counts, what we say dont; you have the last say, and above all, the worst of all too, you actually expect every single person to stand with you and speak up for you when things like that happen. Even when they dont want to.

I've always looked up to you, in a manner, maybe because it was just natural to do so.
But I thought, this respect in me for how you handle things is sort of disappearing bit by bit.
You always look at things from your perspective and you fail to realise from other's point of view, things are completely different in their light. From what I saw, well you werent much of what I imagined you to be.

As much as I hate to admit, Im a little disappointed. But well, it's okay. Everyone has their flaws, I'll accept you for who you are still. But I just thought things would better if you have handled things in a different way.

vanessa

9:18 PM - Thursday, October 08, 2009

IF ONLY EVERYDAY WAS LIKE TODAY, THE WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE. I'LL SEE MORE SUN AND LESS RAIN. <3

I went Man Fut Tong today. I was well, late again. :) I wanted to leave home at 845, so that i'll be in time.. but uh, I ended up leaving house at 9, plus I missed the bus. and it ran off straight in my face. Rawr.

Huiying and Kelly waited for me at interchange cus they were late also. And we BRAVED THE STORM to reach MFT haahha. Kelly and I sharedd an umbrella and we were damn scared of thunders and lightnings can. We kept screaming under the umbrella. -_- And so. We arrived there safely, but wet like crazy. My shoes and socks were SQUISHY and I wanted to just remove them. But because it would be damn unsightly, I decided to keep them on -_-

During the MFT session it was really hard to get the elderly to talk. The uncle i talked to said "I want to go up theres nothing much here one all these paper no use one.' :( whine. so sad la its so hard to engage them.

Went to change shoes after MFT session. Met up with boony to shop! We went Wisma Far East Tangs Isetan and sat down at Macs jsut for hot fudge icecream and to chitchat.

IF LIFE WAS THIS RELAXING EVERYDAY, PEOPLE WILL HAVE NO HAIRLOSS, NO DEPRESSION, NO ONE WILL ATTEMPT SUICIDE. LIFE WILL BE LIKE HEAVEN.

I feel quite bad dragging her ard when she has nth to shop for. Haha. Tried on some clothes but they either didnt fit me well or i didnt look good in them. DIET TIME.

I got myself a pair of sandals :D haha the design's pretty with little circles on them :) i took boon's advice and took the brown one. I think its nicer than the white one too :)

yay, my satisfaction level of life today is 99% hurhurhur. 1% is due to the fact that i look fat in every shit I wear. -_-

van